雪人の愛 >｡<

 

 

Today is the last day of uni before we go to clinical, after this week, we don't have to go to uni for four weeks. God this just sound so great! But then the thought of clinical came up, I've been to sent to Camden hospital, somewhere after campbelltown. I wished someone could have swapped with me at least to somewhere closer, oh well.. all too late now.  Talked to Suzanne an old friend from AIN course, we talked about clinical and everything, she sounds like she's really enjoying nursing now. I hope i'll be like her after clinical.

everyone seems to be gettin the flu lately, class cancelled yesterday, and another one cancelled today?! god i wonder how we are going to pass the course, with the teachers all getting sick!!

anyways better go and do some studies now

 

assignment due this friday, another due next monday. I'm stressed, and still stressed, I don't when this is going to end, maybe next week when all the assignments are gone. I know i should be doing my assignment which is due in two days now. But I just don't know where to start. Am I heading the write way? Never been this uncertain with any assignments before. This week has been a crap week for me, everything just seems to be wrong, first the articles I found for the assignment are in the wrong direction and have to start the search again, then my computer stuffed up, and now I've got some articles, but I don't know where to start. I tried to make an appointment with our lecturer,  she never mailed back. Stressed, stressed really stressed! People at work always tell me, you are always so happy, alice! Yeah right, who doesn't have depressed moments, even the happiest person will have unhappy moments, only they chose to forget or try to look at the positive side. I'm those who chose to forget, forget the unhappiness and try to spend the day happy, not wanting to regret in the future. I've got depressed moments. You make the choices of whether you want to spend the day happy or sad, I chose happy.

Anyways gotta get back to my assignment, or else I'll probably kill myself!

 

nite

god, it's been ages since my last update on my blog, when was it? sometimes in february this year??!! :P Just finished reading rosie's blog, brought alot of my own memories back. When we were 18 to now 20, even though it's only 2 years, but it has gradually transformed us into adults, grown ups. Everyone experienced different things during the two years. I don't know if it's just me. But even after studying nursing, when ppl ask me wat i want to be, i cannot be definite. I don't noe if i really wants to be a nurse, i noe all adults who heard me saying i'm studying nursing, they all say, good, dat's a gr8 job, u get good pay and there's always jobs available, etc. I suddenly have a feeling, I don't know where my futures lies ahead of me. Just goin step by step. But one thing i noe definitely is i want to finish my nursing degree first. Others, i'll just have to put it behind me first.